How Do I Do It?

I don't know how I do it...I just do. I am told just about every other day "Ronny, I don't know HOW you do it." God. That's all I can say. I'm not trying to sound depressing nor am I looking for sympathy. I live by trying to stay in the present. I cannot afford to look too far ahead. I do it by taking each day at a time or else I will drive myself, and the people around me, crazy. I literally have to wake up each morning and address it as a new day. At this point in my life, I am not capable of looking a month ahead because I will lose the month I am currently in. Life is hard for me right now. It's no secret. I'm on the verge of a MAJOR break through but until then I have to keep pressing, I have to keep living, I have to keep working, I have to keep smiling and I have to keep loving. I look to my kids for inspiration on the days I wake up feeling I have no purpose. The nights I go to bed thinking I didn't accomplish half the stuff I needed to during the day, I pray for peace of mind and assurance that I am okay. With God, I am okay and will always be okay. By knowing that I am able to have peace, and to keep doing what I do.