He Spoke the Word When I Needed it the Most

Last week I went on an interview that will change the entire direction of my life (should I get the job). The day before the interview I purchase my suit. Hung it up. Looked at it, stared at it, all night long. I could not sleep. I was mad at My Love for something that day, but I cannot remember what for. So as I was awake at 2am, 3am, 4am all I wanted to do was call My Love. Around 4:30am I finally fell asleep...only to be back up at 6:30am to get my kids off to school and daycare. I ended up talking to My Love for a short moment and he advised me to turn off my phone and spend the time in prayer. I thought that was a good idea...so my last call ended at 8am...the interview was at 11am. We were out of bread so I had to go to the store to get some for my sons lunch. Well anyway, as I was driving to the store it started to rain...I mean it was pouring down raining. I was already super nervous as it was, the last thing I needed to be doing was driving through rain. An then the song came on the radio...I Believe..by James Fortune:

I believe
the storm will soon be over
I believe
the rain will go away
I believe
that I can make it through it
Oh Oh Oh Oh
I believe
It’s already done

Well if you've ever listened to the song...he speaks during the song and says something like.."You've been crying long enough...you've struggled long enough"... and that's when I lost it...straight balling in the car on the way to Krogers. But it doesn't end there...I got to the McDonalds 5 min away from my interview at 10am...an hour early...unheard of for me to be THAT early. So I called My Love to ask if I should eat something. He advised me accordingly and then proceeded to say...before you go into your interview put your hands in the air and say "all of you and none of me". I have never heard that before. I asked where he got it from and he told me a story in the Bible about <forget his name> struggling enough and going through enough that he had nothing left but to give it to God. I cannot remember the exact words but My Love said something like this to me, "Ronny, you have been through a lot, you've struggled enough sweetheart. You've done everything you can do..." he was saying the EXACT same words that were said in the song I cried to earlier! I almost lost it again....but I couldn't have my mascara run right before the interview. My Love...he spoke the Word to me when I needed it the most...for that I loved him even more because at that moment I learned a piece of My Love I never knew. It touched me. It really did. To wrap this up...I went on my interview...I think it went well. Got back in my car. And LOST it. You know...the cry that you can't breathe...you heave...you cry...you heave...you cry. A weight had been lifted. God took it. I did everything I could do. And now I wait...