Another year has come and gone.. I have not blogged about my life since 2012.. WOW! So much to catch you up on.. so... where do I begin? I am still an insomniac most nights of the week. It is currently 12:30am and my mind is just RUNNIN!! I can't stop it... so I figured I'd blog.
What's new? Not too much. I am still a firefighter... I have been cleared as a DPO so I am able to drive the engine and pump water should we catch a fire. I am excited... yet a lil nervous.. but way more excited lol. Next step is FFIII... I know... fire jargon is not something everyone gets, therefore I will spend little time on the subject. Point is... I love my job, still work at my job, and plan to do so for a very long time.
My kids? They are great. Getting bigger and bigger everyday. I look back at baby pictures and think, "Where did the time go?" They are very inquisitive boys with lots of energy and plenty of humor. Today i was asked, "Hey mom can I ask you something?" I said sure... and got, "How much wood would a wood chuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?" as he and his brother immediately burst out into laughter... I couldn't help but join them :)
Ok, I'll get to it... I have work tomorrow. My love life? Hmmmmmmmmm I don't know about LOVE, but i got plenty of LIKE in my world. The like has potential to turn into love, but I'm not sure I am being liked enough for that person to even allow love to happen. Make sense? Yea, not to me either. One day if it starts to make sense, then I will blog about it and let you know :)
On that note, I am going to bed... GNITE! and happy new year! 2012 was great to me and I expect 2013 to be even better.
May I Have Your Permission?
With your permission you are second best
I got with you just like the rest...
Told you I was taken, you had a decision
Made you the mistress, with your permission.
What did you think with each moment we shared?
That I wanted you, needed you and actually cared?
I did, during that moment when I completed my mission.
Lets not forget, it all happened 'cause you gave me permission.
Now you're upset, tonight I cannot come through.
I have plans with number one. Remember, you are number two.
The truth is in plain sight, but you refuse to check your vision.
You put YOU in that spot when you gave me permission.
Your nights, cold and lonely. Mine warm with affection.
My family shows love to me from each direction.
Ask yourself why and how you got in that position...
You blame me, when it was you who gave me permission.
You ended it. That's cool, no regrets on my part.
I knew it wouldn't last too long, right from the start.
When you're number one, that's it. There is no competition.
Because a two becomes a zero if she won't give permission.
You call me names, say I'm a dog and do women wrong.
When the truth is, you were lying to yourself all along.
I told you I was taken, and you made your decision...
You knew there'd be no love, and yet you still gave permission.
I got with you just like the rest...
Told you I was taken, you had a decision
Made you the mistress, with your permission.
What did you think with each moment we shared?
That I wanted you, needed you and actually cared?
I did, during that moment when I completed my mission.
Lets not forget, it all happened 'cause you gave me permission.
Now you're upset, tonight I cannot come through.
I have plans with number one. Remember, you are number two.
The truth is in plain sight, but you refuse to check your vision.
You put YOU in that spot when you gave me permission.
Your nights, cold and lonely. Mine warm with affection.
My family shows love to me from each direction.
Ask yourself why and how you got in that position...
You blame me, when it was you who gave me permission.
You ended it. That's cool, no regrets on my part.
I knew it wouldn't last too long, right from the start.
When you're number one, that's it. There is no competition.
Because a two becomes a zero if she won't give permission.
You call me names, say I'm a dog and do women wrong.
When the truth is, you were lying to yourself all along.
I told you I was taken, and you made your decision...
You knew there'd be no love, and yet you still gave permission.
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