There's a fat girl in me just DYING to come out!

Hi, my name is Ronny and I am a sweetsoholic. "HI RONNY!"

Whew! It sure does feel good to confess. Problem is...I'm STILL ADDICTED! Now what?? You know what's on my mind right now...brownies, cookies, cake, cupcakes. I've been craving ice cream like no other...it's ridiculous! I know what you're thinking...no... I am NOT pregnant.

There's a fat girl in me and she is just DYING to come out! I don't know what I did to enrage her, but she is trying to come out full force. Twinkies...did I mention brownies?? Huhhhhhhhhh what to do...what to do.

If you're thinking I am eating all of these things, I am not...at least not EVERY day lol. So... I really like the cheap chocolate chip cookies...you know...the ones that look real old-school. In walmart you will find them for 98cents by the no-name brand cookies. But anyway....i LOVE those chocolate chip cookies! I bought a pack for my kids lunches the other day...my poor kids never touched one, probably never even saw one. Yup. Ate the whole pack. But it was WORTH it dammit!

So why do I say a fat girl's in me? Cause I'm not fat...YET. Don't get me wrong...I definitely have fat spots lol more than I would like. But I also have been blessed with muscle. Lots of muscle. So the majority of my weight is muscle...for now. So many things have changed about my body since I turned 29 (I'm 31 now)...so it's only a matter of time before my addiction catches up to me.

Do I exercise? Of course. It doesn't take much for me to lose weight if I have to, because I still have the athlete in me. Thankfully I have been able to maintain...and I hope I can continue to maintain. But I still wonder how long I will be able to keep this up without drastically changing my eating habits...hmmmmm.

Well...thanks for accompanying me during my "fat girl" moment. I could REALLY use a brownie sundae...or better yet...donuts!!!! Maybe I can get My Love (or former love...I still have yet to rename him)...but maybe I can get him to stop by our favorite donut place for me...Country Style Donuts. If you're ever in Richmond VA, it's off Williamsburg Rd...same street as the airport. Their donuts are the ISH!!! and i've tried a LOT of donut places. See...you KNOW there's a fat girl in me cause I'm getting all hyped up by typing about my favorite treat LMAO...so sad. Okay I'm out...1 !

**PS** I sent My Love a text about the donuts...he reminded me it's Monday...they're closed on Mondays...DAMN DAMN DAMN! But he said he will get them for me tomorrow...YAY!

**HAPPY FACE**