Everything is so clear... so ordered. You ever look back at each day and think, "Wow. How?" I have so many stories of how my life has been perfectly ordered it's amazing. I've actually had time to sit still and do nothing for three days straight. I cannot begin to tell you how great it feels to do NOTHING lol. I had been rollin for 13 days straight before this past weekend... and I mean ROLLIN. I was working 24hr and 12hr shifts... and moved from one apt to another in between. Took care of school physicals and enrolling them in school... just to immediately hit the road to Jersey to take care of some more stuff.
As chaotic as it has seemed, looking back, it all was ordered and worked out just fine. I thought my body was going to crash on me.. and it did.. but I've had three days to recover so again.. ordered.
Just when you think you can't handle anymore.. a break in the clouds is revealed by the tiniest hint of light. Again you have hope... the rays shine through and immediately you start to feel rejuvenated. I feel rejuvenated. I can start rollin again. And when it comes time for my body to crash... there will be some days for rest ahead. He'll never give you more than you can handle. If you feel like you are getting way more than others... then take that as a blessing because that just means God knows that you are one tough cookie :)
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