Want more for yourself. If you don't want it...nobody is going to want it for you. Once you determine what you want...figure out how you're going to get it. Sometimes it doesn't take much to get it...and sometimes it can seem like it's taking a lifetime to achieve. Doesn't mean you stop wanting it. Dreams...aspirations...goals...what are yours? I always have a goal. I don't know what I would do without one. Goals keep me motivated and keep me focused. I know when I am in a place where I am supposed to be...make sense? I know when I'm on the right path and when I am not. It is up to me to make adjustments because I can't depend on others to change in order to suit my goal. Where is this coming from? A lot of things. My life...my kids...my job/career...love...marriage...relationships. I know when to be content and when not to be. You can't be content forever...just for a moment of time until you strive for something more.
I want more. From him...from me...for us. I am not content. It is continuously wrestling inside of me that we are not where we are supposed to be in this relationship. There is more...and he is not willing to see/admit it which leaves me to believe this by myself. If I'm by myself I am not with you. If you're doing your thing and I'm doing my thing, we are not together. If your path is not in the same direction as mine we will drift apart to different vicinities. There's more...I want more. I'm not getting what I want at this moment but my "more" is soon to come. He is soon to come. Why? Because I want it. What I need falls in line with what I want. Therefore I will keep wanting and striving for more. Is what I want what he wants? That is being answered to this day. No...at least from my perspective. I will strive...not sure what he will do...but I will continue to strive.
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